Foundation laid so long ago,
surviving many years.
Times of laughter, smiles, heartbreak, tears.
Rediscovered friendship, feelings, thoughts.
Open honest words,
flowing between two souls who found a
kind of joy in their regained companionship.
shared with smiles on lips,
laughter in hearts.
Hanging on your every word, heart sighing
you with all my being, every breath.
Analysing every word you say, searching for
the one word that might make my heart
Driving alone in darkness.
ahead looking for the first rays of Dawn.
Memories of many long-lost days filtering through the mind.
Your name still
whispered in silent rhythm with each beat of my heart.
Music on the radio adding to the longing for another chance.
passing without notice, following the white line like a robot as the mind lingers in the realm of fantasy.
Hidden behind the mask that the
world can see
Dwells the secret person.
Living a pretence that we all accept as truth.
A two way reassurance that
what we see
Must be reality.
The hidden man showing his face when solitude
Is my companion.
Stirring the heart
when the mind lowers its constant shield for but a moment.
A fleeting reminder of who I am instead of
The person I
was supposed to be.
Where are the words?
the words to make you feel the same as I
were there within my grasp,
would I have the courage to use them?
that say "I want you"
as they wrap themselves around your heart.
Redirecting once-felt emotions onto the
that leads back in my direction..
I know the words exist, I can feel them deep
within the recesses of my mortal
Trying to find a way to surface into the light.
Within reach, but intangible in their essence.
of smoke impossible to hold in a